Thursday, July 30, 2009

Mancora

We just returned from an awesome trip to the beach in Mancora, a city north in Peru near Ecuador! Meli and I went with some friends and volunteers, there were six of us that went :) We spent five days there, doing nothing but laying on the beach, walking around town, horse back riding, and some water sports. It was my first time riding a horse by myself and it ran! At first I was really nervous but then I got use to it. My back got burned, along with other random parts, like my feet and my knees. Sunblock doesn't seem to work for me, ahhh! It was a very relaxing time (for the most part :/ But it really enabled me to spend some reflection time with my project and personal life. It was time NEEDED. I was able to spend time not worrying about things, and just thinking of what has been accomplished and what else life has been bringing my way. I've learned more about myself as well, even in just these few days.

I pretty much only have one full week left with my bakery and there is more to be done. I needed to choose roles for my moms, budget costs, begin their salary, and hold some serious discussions because there are still some missing pieces to the puzzles that we thought would have solved itself out after previous discussions..... but some things HAVE to be communicated more than three times and in different ways... its stressful and mentally challenging, but when you have moms asking when you'll return and share their life stories of what they are going through and how you are helping them.... it gives the motivation rope its base string to keep holding on. Motivation has to be strong when doing a project like this and TONS of patience in order to keep yourself working for the goal. And it does take a strong person in many aspects: Aspects that I have been learning to become stronger in. I am starting to see some changes in me but I don't think I will really see them until I return home and have more time to reflect. I am glad that I have come though. Besides the Lord, these moms have been my energy. They have been my drive to keep going, for them. Their lives are hard here. The other day I had a young girl come into my bakery crying and bleeding from her mouth. She ran away from her mom who was hitting her. I'm still not clear on the story, but I do know that a neighbor was accusing this 10 year old that she stole 11 soles from her shop (which is about 4 dollars). Although she did steal it, my heart went out to her because she was hurt and I felt helpless in helping her. She didn't want to go back to her mom, and she begged me to stay in the bakery. It finally got resolved, at least to my knowledge, when Teo came to talk to the child's mom and the shop owner because they all ended up in the bakery since its where the girl ran to! Another story, one of my moms just left her husband because they were fighting a lot and he hit her many times. However that leaves her with no money since he's not helping them. Mayra, the mom, came to me in tears because she has no money to take her daughters to get a shot since they were both very sick with high fevers and not being able to sleep. She was not asking me for money, just asking for a few days off so that she could take care of them. It's stories like this that happen all the time here, its the life in these pueblos jovenes. There is still much to learn and I am helping the best I can, but I have also been put in situations where I had no idea how to take care of them. I try my best, but I don't know all the time how to take care of some of the things here. Developing work means that everything is developing, from emotions to strengths to knowledge to work. It all has to grow and find its nudge.

Maybe this was a little unclear, but please feel free to ask anything or write. Internet has been limited here with the time and availability so I tried to write as much as I could think of on the top of my head. I am anxious to return home, but I still have some work to get done before I leave. Take care and please keep praying for 30 de Mayo, the community I am working in. God Bless!!!!!

Friday, July 24, 2009

More pictures





Here are a few more pictures. Picking out paint for the bakery. The little girl is the granddaughter of my host family.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Few Pictures




Just a few pictures. This is the oven and mixer we purchased.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

And let the treats begin....

The bakery had its first day last Thursday, July 9th! And we had our first selling of productions Sunday, July 12th! I haven't added up yet how much we have made, but its all very exciting. People in the community are excited about the bakery, and so are the members of the NGO, and other friends and family members. We had 6 moms come the first night, 8 on Friday, 4 on Saturday, and 5 on Sunday. Sundays and Mondays are our rest days, but we worked Sunday because we had a workshop with several volunteers come and members of the community, so we wanted people to see the bakery project and be able to buy some things... and they did! They were all very impressed and excited to see it start. It felt like a slow process at first, but there were many things that needed to be taken care of in order to start it. The first night, we sat in a cirlcle talking about the project, what Jose (the baker who is working with me) and I expected and what we were looking forward to. And then I asked the moms to say what they hoped would come from the project. As they were talking, they all each showed their appreciation for the project and the opportunity to work in a bakery. I was very touched, and it reminded me why I was here: for them. For these mom's to find a way out of ordinary life routine in this poor community and be able to work for their families and become self-relient, with given the proper materials. There have been four moms that have been coming every night and they impress with what they have been learning and are eager to learn. I am impressed so far! We still have things lacking that we need to buy, and money is already tight, but I think we'll figure it out. I feel like we're going to have a good team! God has been here through it all, whether I have felt Him or not, it doesn't matter. I took yesterday and this morning off (well today wasn't an option - I caught some sort of stomach sickness) to re-energize myself with the project. Although I am proud of everything that has been going on, I have also had my share of emotions and frustrations and working on getting through those. Keep a look out for pictures and feel free to email me if you have any questions or comments! Thank you all for your support and love. Also, the moms and other community members have expressed many times their gratefulness for the money donated; with it we were able to buy an oven, mixer, balance, ingredients, materials, cleaning supplies, electricity, and paint! It's pretty impressive :) so keep a watch for the pictures! take care - sending lots of love and gratitude